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A Jar of Starlight: Now Available for Download via Scribd

"A Jar of Starlight" Cover Art by Wilhelmina Alba-Contreras Cover Photography by Midge K. Manlapig
“A Jar of Starlight”
Cover Art by Wilhelmina Alba-Contreras
Cover Photography by Midge K. Manlapig

For those of you looking for something new to read with which to end one year and start another, here’s some great news: you can now purchase my e-book A Jar of Starlight via Scribd:  Click the link below to check out and buy:

https://www.scribd.com/doc/284485032/A-Jar-of-Starlight

The e-book is currently priced at US$ 2.99 (approximately PhP 140.98) per PDF download via Scribd; payments via PayPal.

Given that I am currently setting up my website, it will soon be available through the online store along with my pending 2016 releases Half (Second Quarter – 2016; in progress) and Fairy Tales from the Other Side (Third Quarter – 2016; in progress with the first story The Prince of Snows serialized through this blog).

So, please help support my work and that of artist Wilhelmina Alba-Contreras by purchasing A Jar of Starlight.

Here’s to more poems and definitely more stories in the coming year.  Bash on, lovelies!

Posted in Art and About, Shutterbug Blues, Verses

Indelible

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“From Both Sides Now” – Las Pinas, 29 July 2017

words
carved into
the soft
surfaces
of minds
of hearts
of souls
malleable
mouldable
molten
like silver
smelting;
forever etched
like wounds
leaving scars.

lines
from a
song
never forgotten
tugging
always tugging
at the
fringes
of consciousness
and one
hums
and one
remembers.

love letters
going nowhere;
verses
left unspoken
dead and
dying
on one’s
lips
with only
tears
marking the
passage
of time.

and a
silence
takes over
mocking
the words
that never
took form;
but they
live on
in hearts
broken
by life.

Posted in Shutterbug Blues, Verses

Unanswered

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“The Question is…” – Makati, 24 July 2017

inevitable questions
without
any answers;
heartbroken wail
keening
through the
silence;
an emptiness
we peer
into
that has
no end
in sight.

on and
on
we demand:
why him
why her
why them
why me
why then
why now
why –
always why.

but
no answers
come;
no answers
offered
and we
live
our lives
scratching
bewildered heads
running
away from
possibilities
because we
fear
the unknown.

Posted in Shutterbug Blues, Verses

Finding Faith

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“Where to Now?” – BGC, 03 May 2017

i remember
the glow
on your
face
the sparkle
in your
eyes
as we
spoke
of faraway
places
and adventures
everywhere
those nights
in early
summer
filled with
song
so unaware
of the
darkness
of the
anger
to come.

you’ve
trekked your
paths
climbed your
mountains;
but let
me ask:
have you
found
what you
lost
have you
found
what you
sought
or does
your life
remain
empty and
barren and
broken?

and i
who stayed
behind
am out
and about
on journeys
of my
own:
and i
fly
and i
walk
and i
ride
through the
world
asking questions
giving answers
gaining knowledge
giving back
finding meaning
in things
in people
in places
you scoffed
at
as mundane
as plain
as common.

but:
unlike you
i’ve found
my meaning
i’ve found
my faith
yet still
i pray
you would
someday
somehow
find yours.

Posted in Shutterbug Blues, Verses

Parting Ways

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“Minis in Line” – Muntinlupa, 03 June 2017

“drive my
car,”
the song
goes:
take me
for a
ride
take me
away
before fame
before fortune
transforms
you into
a monster.

but
the words
come
a little
too late
as your
dreams
have made
you
less a
man
more a
creature
of vice
of viciousness
of ambition
vile
chasing your
fancies
on the
road
to disaster.

and one
thinks
of smoky
rooms
reeking of
drink
and songs
forlorn
and broken
sung to
indifferent crowds;
not quite
how
one thought
you’d set
the world
ablaze.

but i
keep my
own counsel
for you
would heed
would hear
me not
and i
will drive
away
from the
charred embers
of the
bridge
you chose
to burn
and leave
you
to the
doom
you wanted.

Posted in Shutterbug Blues, Verses

Saoirse

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“Consider Flight” – Pasay, 07 April 2017

speak not
to me
of freedom:
i do
not think
you know
what it
means.

you speak
of open
roads
and friendly
skies;
of adventure
and culture
and experiences
money
can’t buy
and you
speak ill
of the
life
i chose
of my
daily enslavement
to the
norm,
this workaday
existence
you scorn.

yet:
i am
no slave
to vices
i pledge
no allegiance
to trends
i give
back
what i
can
and refuse
to be
burden
to anyone
and i
am free
to be
me.

chained
to no
image,
fettered
to no
reputation;
free
to be
myself –
and you
who chose
to hide
behind
an elaborate
façade
have no
right
to say
otherwise.

Posted in Shutterbug Blues, Verses

Ilunabarrean

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“In the Falling Light” – Cebu, 07 April 2017

the setting
sun
sets the
world
all aglow
but i
am blind
to the
fire
to the
warmth.

only the
cold
only the
darkness
gets to
me
and the
weariness
is heavy
in my
bones
in my
heart.

but
i do
not seek
escape
in the
bottles
in the
nostrums
of man
but find
solace
in words
in verses
in song
in story
and i
dive
into my
books
into a
sea
of ink
as night
falls
and the
sun
seeks its
bed.

Posted in Shutterbug Blues, Verses

Message Sent

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“In the Post” – Alabang, 08 May 2017

sending
a message
loud and
clear:
don’t get
in my
way.

have found
the place –
the calm
zone
beyond rage
beyond anger –
the eye
of the
tempest
that i
am
and the
gloves
are off
and the
rules
are off
and hell
can break
loose.

read this
and tremble
read this
and weep
and run
while you
can
lest our
paths meet.

message done
message sent;
think of
it
what you
will.